Lost

I don't want to be the boss!
I don't want to be in charge!
I can't handle this loss!
This hole is too large!

I don't want to be alone!
I don't want to feel this hole!
I can't be on my own!
I miss his kind soul!

At 33, that's too early to leave me!


Written for Niko who lost Eric to cancer 12/26.